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for serena

this is all i have to offer:
the calm of the ocean
the strength of the earth
the warmth of the sun
the lightness of air,
encircled by pure spirit.
accept my token,
let the comfort drift over you
in waves.

i am
the warm touch of a lover
a mother’s wisdom
the strength of a warrior
a friend’s comfort
and the light of pure divinity.

for you, my love,
in your darkest hour.
for you, my broken one,
to make you whole.

in a feld of thorns
and bleeding black roses
you will find the pure
porcelain lotus
glowing with inner light
amidst the nightmare.

© soma stardust, 2011


why start a blog?

i don’t know why i’m into this blog thing all of a sudden. it just seems like i have a lot to say about a lot of things. from the mushroom growing in the bathroom, my mother’s death, my struggles with anxiety/panic/agoraphobia, my obsession with black metal, kittens, my aging grandparents and my growing brother, my progress with magick, music, photography… and maybe the odd recounting of adventures in modelling – though those are few and far between these days.

i usually am of the opinion that no one gives two shits about what i have to say, but i came to the conclusion that that’s stupid. so often i feel so horribly alone,  but i know that there are people out there who have been through the same or similar situations. so i can babble. and i can help with my babble, because then, other people will know they’re not alone…

right now, all i can think about is how horribly sick i am, how i’m too poor to afford some goddamn soup and tea to make me all better… *sigh*

but coming up!


random fact: i do in fact live with a rock star. Jim Schumacher, bassist for Brocas Helm (he’s epic, check it out)

☠ soma ☠

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